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I am 'Mittelfranksiche Fotomeisterin
4 min read
A short sign of life, just to show you that I still exist 
The last year was really tough for me, but also very great. I had some nice successes in photography, including my victory in the "Mittelfränkische Fotomeisterschaft 2010" - a regional contest.
As I wrote I quit my job last year and it took me quite some time to regenerate from my burn out syndrome. After having been unemployed for 8 months I decided to start a new life as a freelance actress. By now I don't earn enough to life from that, but every month is better than the last one, so I am very confident that I won't have to go back to an office again
I am sooooo happy now, finally I do what I wanted to do all my life! Job is a lot of fun, although very hard sometimes, and I grow stronger and stronger in my heart
But - as you all know - freelancers work night and day, so that is why I don't have much time for dA anymore. Hope you understand
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Because I am more active in the community of ipernity, most pictures are uploaded there. But I try to put them here as well. If you can't wait, just go to www.ipernity.com/home/szandor
What you are going to find here (hit "browse gallery" to see some better categories!)
Overview of my art photography
People and Portraits
Animals, Plants, Nature
Architecture
Photomanipulation
Fractal Art
All my traditional paintings
All my traditional drawings
My fanart drawings (Harry Potter and other)
Cartoons (Irish Step Sheep especially)
Poems and short stories
As I don't want to spoil this account with poetry and prose, I moved my works to another account: SvenjaVanOlstoj , so check it out there.
Stock-pictures
you can find my stock-account here: SzandorDuBois-stock
Dragons
If you are interested in Dragons, please visit
- the collection of dragons on Deviantart.
Friends
Clubs
I decided to put my images under a creative commons licence. This is NOT an allowance to copy them and distribute them commercially!! It just allows you to show my pictures on other websites, e.g. in forums or on your personal website. But you ALWAYS have to tell the people, who the author is, so best is when you link to the dA page of the picture you used. Thank you!
The last year was really tough for me, but also very great. I had some nice successes in photography, including my victory in the "Mittelfränkische Fotomeisterschaft 2010" - a regional contest.
As I wrote I quit my job last year and it took me quite some time to regenerate from my burn out syndrome. After having been unemployed for 8 months I decided to start a new life as a freelance actress. By now I don't earn enough to life from that, but every month is better than the last one, so I am very confident that I won't have to go back to an office again
I am sooooo happy now, finally I do what I wanted to do all my life! Job is a lot of fun, although very hard sometimes, and I grow stronger and stronger in my heart
But - as you all know - freelancers work night and day, so that is why I don't have much time for dA anymore. Hope you understand
____________________
Because I am more active in the community of ipernity, most pictures are uploaded there. But I try to put them here as well. If you can't wait, just go to www.ipernity.com/home/szandor
What you are going to find here (hit "browse gallery" to see some better categories!)Overview of my art photography
People and Portraits
Animals, Plants, Nature
Architecture
Photomanipulation
Fractal Art
All my traditional paintings
All my traditional drawings
My fanart drawings (Harry Potter and other)
Cartoons (Irish Step Sheep especially)
Poems and short stories
As I don't want to spoil this account with poetry and prose, I moved my works to another account: SvenjaVanOlstoj , so check it out there.
Stock-pictures
you can find my stock-account here: SzandorDuBois-stock
Dragons
If you are interested in Dragons, please visit
- the collection of dragons on Deviantart. Friends Clubs I decided to put my images under a creative commons licence. This is NOT an allowance to copy them and distribute them commercially!! It just allows you to show my pictures on other websites, e.g. in forums or on your personal website. But you ALWAYS have to tell the people, who the author is, so best is when you link to the dA page of the picture you used. Thank you!
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Life starts being lovely again
5 min read
Whoo... now everything is official - I'm being unemployed since October 1st. And I'm feeling happy again.
Strange, you think? No. Torture finally ended. After I got really sick (some kind of Burn Out Syndrome due to too much pressure at work) I now think I'm healthy again. I'm able to laugh again, have fun, enjoy life. I'm not afraid to go to sleep anymore, not afraid that I have to wake up the next day. I have rosy cheeks again, a smile in my face and some jokes on my lips. Life can be so beautiful! And I learned so much from that. I will NEVER EVER be a slave to anyone anymore! I know that one has to work and that work doesn't always make fun. But there is a limit. And I know where that is, now. Never again will I cross that limit again, I swear.
So I'm so happy to inform you, that.. yeah, that I am happy! :whoot: I grew a lot in the last months, the last year. Now I am stronger. A fighter.
And I am happy to tell, that I have a minijob as an actress, which makes me extremely happy, because the first time in my life I do something I enjoy, people enjoy and that brings some money. Not much, I am not allowed to earn much anyways due to the unemployment-salary - but it feels so great!!!
To all people who are struggling in their jobs, who are unhappy - not only a little bit but very unhappy: Don't let anyone bully you, mob you. No one has the right to destroy your life. For a long time I thought I'm just too soft, too soft for life, as life ist the way it is to me. But that's wrong. Work life is not being mobbed and bullied around and suppressed and given the faults all the time. Work life is part of YOUR life and no one has the right to torture you there! Fight, if you are strong enough. Or run away, if you aren't. I promise you: running away is not a shame. I did. Because if I had fought, I would most surely have lost. Not only the fight, but part of my life maybe forever. Running away can be a solution and make you strong. It can be an intelligent way to fight!
All my happy thoughts to all of you!
____________________
Because I am more active in the community of ipernity, most pictures are uploaded there. But I try to put them here as well. If you can't wait, just go to www.ipernity.com/home/szandor
What you are going to find here (hit "browse gallery" to see some better categories!)
Overview of my art photography
People and Portraits
Animals, Plants, Nature
Architecture
Photomanipulation
Fractal Art
All my traditional paintings
All my traditional drawings
My fanart drawings (Harry Potter and other)
Cartoons (Irish Step Sheep especially)
Poems and short stories
As I don't want to spoil this account with poetry and prose, I moved my works to another account: SvenjaVanOlstoj , so check it out there.
Stock-pictures
you can find my stock-account here: SzandorDuBois-stock
Dragons
If you are interested in Dragons, please visit - the collection of dragons on Deviantart.
Friends
Clubs
I decided to put my images under a creative commons licence. This is NOT an allowance to copy them and distribute them commercially!! It just allows you to show my pictures on other websites, e.g. in forums or on your personal website. But you ALWAYS have to tell the people, who the author is, so best is when you link to the dA page of the picture you used. Thank you!
Strange, you think? No. Torture finally ended. After I got really sick (some kind of Burn Out Syndrome due to too much pressure at work) I now think I'm healthy again. I'm able to laugh again, have fun, enjoy life. I'm not afraid to go to sleep anymore, not afraid that I have to wake up the next day. I have rosy cheeks again, a smile in my face and some jokes on my lips. Life can be so beautiful! And I learned so much from that. I will NEVER EVER be a slave to anyone anymore! I know that one has to work and that work doesn't always make fun. But there is a limit. And I know where that is, now. Never again will I cross that limit again, I swear.
So I'm so happy to inform you, that.. yeah, that I am happy! :whoot: I grew a lot in the last months, the last year. Now I am stronger. A fighter.
And I am happy to tell, that I have a minijob as an actress, which makes me extremely happy, because the first time in my life I do something I enjoy, people enjoy and that brings some money. Not much, I am not allowed to earn much anyways due to the unemployment-salary - but it feels so great!!!
To all people who are struggling in their jobs, who are unhappy - not only a little bit but very unhappy: Don't let anyone bully you, mob you. No one has the right to destroy your life. For a long time I thought I'm just too soft, too soft for life, as life ist the way it is to me. But that's wrong. Work life is not being mobbed and bullied around and suppressed and given the faults all the time. Work life is part of YOUR life and no one has the right to torture you there! Fight, if you are strong enough. Or run away, if you aren't. I promise you: running away is not a shame. I did. Because if I had fought, I would most surely have lost. Not only the fight, but part of my life maybe forever. Running away can be a solution and make you strong. It can be an intelligent way to fight!
All my happy thoughts to all of you!
____________________
Because I am more active in the community of ipernity, most pictures are uploaded there. But I try to put them here as well. If you can't wait, just go to www.ipernity.com/home/szandor
What you are going to find here (hit "browse gallery" to see some better categories!)Overview of my art photography
People and Portraits
Animals, Plants, Nature
Architecture
Photomanipulation
Fractal Art
All my traditional paintings
All my traditional drawings
My fanart drawings (Harry Potter and other)
Cartoons (Irish Step Sheep especially)
Poems and short stories
As I don't want to spoil this account with poetry and prose, I moved my works to another account: SvenjaVanOlstoj , so check it out there.
Stock-pictures
you can find my stock-account here: SzandorDuBois-stock
Dragons
If you are interested in Dragons, please visit
- the collection of dragons on Deviantart. Friends Clubs I decided to put my images under a creative commons licence. This is NOT an allowance to copy them and distribute them commercially!! It just allows you to show my pictures on other websites, e.g. in forums or on your personal website. But you ALWAYS have to tell the people, who the author is, so best is when you link to the dA page of the picture you used. Thank you!
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Yeah, now it is official and I am allowed to tell you:
1 won 3rd prize at the Mittelfränkische Fotomeisterschaft 2009 (a regional photo competition). *happyhappy*
3 certificates, 4 pictures in the exhibition. I am prouuuud and happy
____________________
Because I am more active in the community of ipernity, most pictures are uploaded there. But I try to put them here as well. If you can't wait, just go to www.ipernity.com/home/szandor
What you are going to find here (hit "browse gallery" to see some better categories!)
Overview of my art photography
People and Portraits
Animals, Plants, Nature
Architecture
Photomanipulation
Fractal Art
All my traditional paintings
All my traditional drawings
My fanart drawings (Harry Potter and other)
Cartoons (Irish Step Sheep especially)
Poems and short stories
As I don't want to spoil this account with poetry and prose, I moved my works to another account: SvenjaVanOlstoj , so check it out there.
Stock-pictures
you can find my stock-account here: SzandorDuBois-stock
Dragons
If you are interested in Dragons, please visit - the collection of dragons on Deviantart.
Friends
Clubs
I decided to put my images under a creative commons licence. This is NOT an allowance to copy them and distribute them commercially!! It just allows you to show my pictures on other websites, e.g. in forums or on your personal website. But you ALWAYS have to tell the people, who the author is, so best is when you link to the dA page of the picture you used. Thank you!
1 won 3rd prize at the Mittelfränkische Fotomeisterschaft 2009 (a regional photo competition). *happyhappy*
3 certificates, 4 pictures in the exhibition. I am prouuuud and happy
____________________
Because I am more active in the community of ipernity, most pictures are uploaded there. But I try to put them here as well. If you can't wait, just go to www.ipernity.com/home/szandor
What you are going to find here (hit "browse gallery" to see some better categories!)Overview of my art photography
People and Portraits
Animals, Plants, Nature
Architecture
Photomanipulation
Fractal Art
All my traditional paintings
All my traditional drawings
My fanart drawings (Harry Potter and other)
Cartoons (Irish Step Sheep especially)
Poems and short stories
As I don't want to spoil this account with poetry and prose, I moved my works to another account: SvenjaVanOlstoj , so check it out there.
Stock-pictures
you can find my stock-account here: SzandorDuBois-stock
Dragons
If you are interested in Dragons, please visit
- the collection of dragons on Deviantart. Friends Clubs I decided to put my images under a creative commons licence. This is NOT an allowance to copy them and distribute them commercially!! It just allows you to show my pictures on other websites, e.g. in forums or on your personal website. But you ALWAYS have to tell the people, who the author is, so best is when you link to the dA page of the picture you used. Thank you!
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Tiny photographic successes
4 min read
I'm quite happy concerning my photographic successes at the moment - although they are tiny
At the Bavarian Photography Contest (Bayerische Landesfotoschau vom DVF) I got 4 pictures with a good voting and 3 of them were shown in the exhibition. One of them was my eagle (you can see him on the left in my userpage) which was shown among many really fantastic animal pictures.
I was soooo proud
And my eagle was shown in the newspaper in the article about the exhibiton, which made me especially proud as the journalist could also have chosen one of the 1st prize pictures. But he chose MINE! So, "now say Aaaaaah!"
The Mittelfränkische Fotoschau was also very good, but I am not allowed to tell you yet. But I got more than one certificate
____________________
Because I am more active in the community of ipernity, most pictures are uploaded there. But I try to put them here as well. If you can't wait, just go to www.ipernity.com/home/szandor
What you are going to find here (hit "browse gallery" to see some better categories!)
Overview of my art photography
People and Portraits
Animals, Plants, Nature
Architecture
Photomanipulation
Fractal Art
All my traditional paintings
All my traditional drawings
My fanart drawings (Harry Potter and other)
Cartoons (Irish Step Sheep especially)
Poems and short stories
As I don't want to spoil this account with poetry and prose, I moved my works to another account: SvenjaVanOlstoj , so check it out there.
Stock-pictures
you can find my stock-account here: SzandorDuBois-stock
Dragons
If you are interested in Dragons, please visit - the collection of dragons on Deviantart.
Friends
Clubs
I decided to put my images under a creative commons licence. This is NOT an allowance to copy them and distribute them commercially!! It just allows you to show my pictures on other websites, e.g. in forums or on your personal website. But you ALWAYS have to tell the people, who the author is, so best is when you link to the dA page of the picture you used. Thank you!
At the Bavarian Photography Contest (Bayerische Landesfotoschau vom DVF) I got 4 pictures with a good voting and 3 of them were shown in the exhibition. One of them was my eagle (you can see him on the left in my userpage) which was shown among many really fantastic animal pictures.
I was soooo proud
And my eagle was shown in the newspaper in the article about the exhibiton, which made me especially proud as the journalist could also have chosen one of the 1st prize pictures. But he chose MINE! So, "now say Aaaaaah!"
The Mittelfränkische Fotoschau was also very good, but I am not allowed to tell you yet. But I got more than one certificate
____________________
Because I am more active in the community of ipernity, most pictures are uploaded there. But I try to put them here as well. If you can't wait, just go to www.ipernity.com/home/szandor
What you are going to find here (hit "browse gallery" to see some better categories!)Overview of my art photography
People and Portraits
Animals, Plants, Nature
Architecture
Photomanipulation
Fractal Art
All my traditional paintings
All my traditional drawings
My fanart drawings (Harry Potter and other)
Cartoons (Irish Step Sheep especially)
Poems and short stories
As I don't want to spoil this account with poetry and prose, I moved my works to another account: SvenjaVanOlstoj , so check it out there.
Stock-pictures
you can find my stock-account here: SzandorDuBois-stock
Dragons
If you are interested in Dragons, please visit
- the collection of dragons on Deviantart. Friends Clubs I decided to put my images under a creative commons licence. This is NOT an allowance to copy them and distribute them commercially!! It just allows you to show my pictures on other websites, e.g. in forums or on your personal website. But you ALWAYS have to tell the people, who the author is, so best is when you link to the dA page of the picture you used. Thank you!
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