Whoo... now everything is official - I'm being unemployed since October 1st. And I'm feeling happy again.
Strange, you think? No. Torture finally ended. After I got really sick (some kind of Burn Out Syndrome due to too much pressure at work) I now think I'm healthy again. I'm able to laugh again, have fun, enjoy life. I'm not afraid to go to sleep anymore, not afraid that I have to wake up the next day. I have rosy cheeks again, a smile in my face and some jokes on my lips. Life can be so beautiful! And I learned so much from that. I will NEVER EVER be a slave to anyone anymore! I know that one has to work and that work doesn't always make fun. But there is a limit. And I know where that is, now. Never again will I cross that limit again, I swear.

So I'm so happy to inform you, that.. yeah, that I am happy! :whoot: I grew a lot in the last months, the last year. Now I am stronger. A fighter.

And I am happy to tell, that I have a minijob as an actress, which makes me extremely happy, because the first time in my life I do something I enjoy, people enjoy and that brings some money. Not much, I am not allowed to earn much anyways due to the unemployment-salary - but it feels so great!!!

To all people who are struggling in their jobs, who are unhappy - not only a little bit but very unhappy: Don't let anyone bully you, mob you. No one has the right to destroy your life. For a long time I thought I'm just too soft, too soft for life, as life ist the way it is to me. But that's wrong. Work life is not being mobbed and bullied around and suppressed and given the faults all the time. Work life is part of YOUR life and no one has the right to torture you there! Fight, if you are strong enough. Or run away, if you aren't. I promise you: running away is not a shame. I did. Because if I had fought, I would most surely have lost. Not only the fight, but part of my life maybe forever. Running away can be a solution and make you strong. It can be an intelligent way to fight!

All my happy thoughts to all of you!

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Because I am more active in the community of ipernity, most pictures are uploaded there. But I try to put them here as well. If you can't wait, just go to [link]


What you are going to find here (hit "browse gallery" to see some better categories!)

Overview of my art photography
People and Portraits
Animals, Plants, Nature
Architecture


Photomanipulation
Fractal Art
All my traditional paintings
All my traditional drawings
My fanart drawings (Harry Potter and other)
Cartoons (Irish Step Sheep especially)


Poems and short stories
As I don't want to spoil this account with poetry and prose, I moved my works to another account: ~SvenjaVanOlstoj , so check it out there.

Stock-pictures
you can find my stock-account here: ~SzandorDuBois-stock

Dragons
If you are interested in Dragons, please visit - the collection of dragons on Deviantart.


Friends



Clubs


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